Tuesday, December 16, 2008

I just want to cry

Its 6:08 on Tuesday morning, I'll be up for over an hour all ready not being able to sleep. The tears are brimming on the edge and I just want to let them pour. I took another practice Praxis Exam last night and did worse than I did on the first practice test by 4 points. I don't know WHY I can't concentrate when taking that test. Its on Thursday morning at 11:30 and much prayer would be appreciated. Please...

To add to the stress, my roommates aren't getting along, I can't seem to be nice to anyone, damn PMS, I have to drive to Boise in 5 inches of fresh snow from last night; guess we don't believe in snow days only a state to the right of the rainiest. And like I say in every other blog post "Finances suck".

I am ready to come home for the holidays and relax with my family, play with Avery, walk Lilly, have coffee in the mornings with my mom, see my sisters, and have some well deserved R&R before I come back to another semester of work and the start of Grad school.

Sorry about the early morning vent, but it is needed. Time to leave for work...

5 comments:

Erin Leigh said...

Jamie... don't cry! I know you'll do amazing on the test, you're a smart woman! (I'll send prayers anyways though). I am also excited for you to have a rbeak though for the holidays. We were just talking about snow days last night. I wish my work had them :) Hang in there!

tiffany jeanne said...

Love you, Jamie! You'll do great on your test and I'll pray lots for you this week while you're preparing for it! We'll see you SO SOON! Looking forward to Christmas and all the new memories we'll make!

xoxo

Anonymous said...

JAMIE pull your self together, you will destroy that test with Military precicion:)

Then get home fast my board is talking to me every day i walk by it, so don't forget your planks.

see you soon, The power is strong with you smart one!

Kory

Beth said...

Good luck on your test today Jamie! You'll do great. Drive safe in all that snow.

Anonymous said...

Jamie, i have been praying for you all morning!! Hope today goes very well. Hang in there and i will see you in four days. Love and miss you, Mum ( in averys voice)